Lies, excuses and broken promises

"o nadejde amanata imbolnaveste inima, dar o dorinta implinita este un pom de viata".proverbe 13:12

Proverbs13:12 Hope deferred makes the heart sick,
but a longing fulfilled is a tree of life.
I woke up in this morning. It was sunny and friendly windy. Dad called and right after we finish talking the battery of my cell phone turn dead. I don't want to recharge my battery...I wanna see haw it is to live a day without a cell phone...and actually I'm gonna leave it like that all week.
I was wondering in this auroral why people lie to each other or make up excuses just to make other people feel better!? But yet..when you find out the true...it's even worst.... One typical example that came in my mind was a little boy that is asking his dad to go to some place together and his dad is a guy that is always busy but yet he doesn't want to disappoint his son. So our proud father promise his son that next weekend are going out together..and..blablabla...the story ends of course that his dad forgets about his son and concentrates on his business and his appointments and all that stuff...and his son of course loses his hope..and thinks his father is actually a nice guy but he doesn't like to spend time with family...
Well something the same happened to me...Fortunately not with a father...(most of the times my dad really keeps his promises!!!) But..you know..with ...friends...and i think it happened to everyone...
I started feeling disappointed because it just happened to me (again) but this time...it does not really hurts (i guess i really don't expect anything anymore...) its just that it made me realize haw mean people are!!! So much illness, venom...so much acrimony...malignity...so much evil..on this earth.... More that all this...i really really thought that I'm different.. but since i was logged in, in my messenger and i got a message from on of my best friends..(i promised her that i will send her some tennis shoes for her birthday) and guess what...i forgot........plus..i didn't have enough money...i had to pay for my school blabla...-EXCUSES- i have a lot of excuses...but why would i tell her my excuses..would she believe me!?...it doesn't meter if she believes me or not.. its me... I really hate liars and i feel very uncomfortable when somebody is giving me STUPID excuses... better hear the truth that some random excuse... So what i realize is that I'm the same... I guess this is human nature.....it hurts me to see my self..-the one who aims for a change in this things- but i guess this is how people are on this earth... I'm wondering haw does it look this world from up there...!?..
Since time passed so fast..ill go and take something to eat..and than with the money i have...ill go and buy that tennis shoes. I think my friend feels disappointed...and I am honestly sorry...now i know that this "sorry" does NOT worm up..not even a little bit. But look! I'm gonna try to repair my mistake... i know its not the same... Its like when somebody's telling you that they love you...but they never show it to you...they always tell you lovely words but they never show it to you..till one day..you're gone...and they realize that...hey.....umm..i guess she's gone..and i was a jerk..and..umm..yeah..they get over it pretty fast..because they never care...but..umm..this is already another situation that..ill probably write about in the near future..
My conclusion is...TRY to do things when they have to be done..don't do it later or you will regret... and don't make up excuses or lie...or break up your promises...because that's gonna make the situation even worst...-most of the times-.