Boys don't cry...

So what would you say to me
If you could talk to me
You could ask anything
I wouldn't lie
But you're okay with this
Damaging awkwardness
So I'll just play it safe
And keep it inside
'Cause boys don't cry...

I used to hold your hand
So tight there was no question
But now even when you're near
I've never felt so alone

If you just stand beside me
I'll keep you in my life
Tell me how much you love me
And I'll be just fine
Don't be afraid of me

So what would you say to me
If you could talk to me
You could ask anything
I wouldn't lie
But you're okay with this
Damaging awkwardness
So I'll just play it safe
And keep it inside
'Cause boys don't cry

-Plumb-

... and it's like I find myself in every sad song that comes on the radio...

It's been a long long time since I didn't felt this way, and I am not scared of this feeling, because it always brings me closer to God, the sad part is that I wonder why do I have to go through this, and why do I have to feel this way to get myself closer to God... why can't I do this in the sunny days...?!..

I wait into silence, darkness and fears,
For an answer from You Jesus...
My eyes are crying unstoppable tears
And...I can hear their sound...
But all the beauty is borne in the silence
Of those who can hear the despair beyond the bounds.
The rain begins
And it would be more..
Just like my tears
Touch them, feel my core
They whisper to me
They tell me that the realm I entered is new...
But the fact I don't understand
-And I'm sure you will agree-
Do I need this world and You?
...Or does it need me?